March 2011
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Random Confessional #26
I often have lucid dreams that I can’t control and when I do, I try to wake myself up but I end up going into sleep paralysis so I am awake but my body is paralyzed then I spend 5-10 minutes trying to wake myself up with no control of my body which is scary and sometimes I get scared that I will get stuck in sleep paralysis to a point where I can’t wake my body up yet I am...
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Random Confessional #25
I have never order coffee at Starbucks. I usually order venti Passion Tea Lemonade with 5 shots of Classic and 2 shots of Raspberry or a Tazo Chai Tea Latte.
It amazes me how a person can hold so many feelings inside of them, how one smile can hide millions of secrets, how you can just only imagine what a person has been through by looking into their eyes, how people can go through so much but yet we have no idea, how people judge us without even getting to know us, how people hate us yet we haven’t done anything, how people can feel happiness...
Courting...
What ever happen to simply courting a girl? Actually getting to know the person you were going to be in a relationship with. All I see now is if people hang out a few times and think the other person is cute they become boyfriend and girlfriend which is fine but people rush too much people want a straight forward answer as in “Yes, you like me.” or “No, I don’t like you...
Virgins...
I don’t really see the big deal if a person is a virgin or not. So what if a girl isn’t a virgin doesn’t mean she a slut, whore, skank, hoe, etc. or if a guy isn’t a virgin doesn’t mean he’s a player and/or pussy hungry. Being a virgin doesn’t make you any different than a person who isn’t. And asking them if they are or aren’t isn’t your...
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Random Confessional #24
I tend to look at other things while I talk to people which freaks people out because I am not keeping eye contact with them yet I am talking to them. I think it’s because (not to be rude) looking at people’s faces is boring and I like looking at things that move also while I talk I like to let my mind wander off yet still keep a conversation going.
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Yup thats me XD
The reason I am moving...
People have been asking me “Why are you moving to the Philippines?” and my response is usually “For school because it’s better, cheaper, and faster” which is true but not entirely the whole reason why I am moving. What people don’t know is that I fucked up I wasted a whole year because I didn’t get my shit straight in high school I didn’t take my...
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Random Confessional #23
When I am depressed and emo I believe that is when I am most understanding and level headed nothing blocking my vision I can see clearly but hate feeling like shit whenever I think of “her” or the idea of love.
I am truly jealous...
I am jealous of those guys who are in a relationship especially those how have been/are in a long term relationship. I envy that kind of commitment those men have to settle down with one girl and just know that she is “The One” I have been searching my whole life finding “The One” yet I can’t find her but then those other guys have found who they truly love and...
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I really hope you read this.
Every time I think I can only think about the good times we had the laughs, the kisses, and just being happy. I know we’ve drifted apart so many times and I tried not to be one of those guys who just come and go just like every other guy but it’s not hard to become one of those guys as much as I dont want to let you go I believe I have to, yeah I know if you love someone you should...
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I hate how easily we drift away from each other, and I know there is another guy interested in you Im not sure if you have feeling for him but I can stop you, you know how easily jealous I get and I wish we could talk more but I just dont know because I know when we dont talk you talk to him and I feel the more and more we dont talk the closer you get to him and as your feelings for me fade away...
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Me: Hey have you seen the Thesaurus? Brother: No what kind of dinosaur is that? Me: HAHAHA Brother: ….. what? Me: Nevermind I found it.
Hits of reality...
Recently I’ve have been getting these “hits” into reality I dont know how to explain it but as some of you know that I am moving to the Philippines in about 2 months, June 8th to be exact but every since my mom told me the exact date anything that I hear that relates to the Philippines gives me this really uneasy, smack in the face feeling it’s like a realization that I am...
I like when a girl takes charge
When she plans things out, and instigates conversations. Good stuff
I dislike seeing Filipino star tattoos, just as...
I agree with to the fullest! I love being filipino and when I was younger I wanted the 3 star and the sun tattoo but as I grew I saw that EVERY filipino was getting it and I didnt want to be one of those filipinos who has a cliche filipino star tattoo. If I get a tattoo that represents my filipino background I want it to be unique and has alot of meaning to me and the 3 stars and sun has alot of...
People donating to Japan
I really hope those people who say they will donate a certain amount of money to help Japan victims really do and aren’t doing it just to become Tumblr Famous or gain followers because that is really fucked up using catastrophic events where people are dying and millions of homes are being destroyed just to gain followers. If those people are going to donate money I would like to see...
I know I love her...
Because if I didn’t my heart wouldn’t hurt this much.
There are days when I think to myself I should just let her go so she can live her life be happy without me holding her back, not to make her feel bad, not to disappoint her. To be honest she is the only girl I really truly fought for even though it may not seem like it I really do love her. I know I fuck up and I know I’m not the best but I am trying but I tell myself if you do love her try...
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I wish I was a better friend and boyfriend, I wish that I didn’t set your hope high but later just disappoint you and to a point where you didn’t expect anything from me anymore, I wish I didn’t break your trust and wasn’t there for you, I wish I didn’t confuse you, I wish I wasn’t moving so I could just be with you. There are so many things I could wish for but...
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I hate how one picture can change my mood from happy to depressed/emo.
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I think its funny how people on Tumblr are telling people to not buy gas on the 14th when half of those people are kids who don’t even have a license or even drive. The gas prices wont drop if you dont buy gas for one day if you do it for about a month and maybe if you got everyone who depended on gas to do it probably but I hardly think the 57% of those who drive in America will participate...
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Random Confessional #22
I like to shave my pubes but I hate the razor burn afterwards.
Delusion of Grandeur
A person who is in over her/his head, or who thinks exaggerates the amount of power and importance that he/she has. I have been noticing that alot of people on YouTube, Tumblr, and other social websites begin to think they are better than everyone just because have a few admirers and fans on these social networks. They let their popularity get to them and create such a massive ego making...
Not to be sexist or anything but if I ever date a girl one quality I look for but never mention is for her to have naturally maternal qualities such as getting along with children and knowing how to care for a baby and not being grossed out because the baby pooped or threw up. It really shows me that I could have a future with her not saying I am looking to marry her or anything but it’s...
The best part of falling in love is the falling part. Not knowing where you will land, not knowing whether the feelings between you and her/he are mutual, not knowing if things are going exactly they way you want them to but going better than you expected, not knowing if you love or like that person. I love the excitement, the anxiety, the uncertainty, the chase, just knowing things are right. And...
Reblog if you are...
I never got why people made these, telling people to reblog if you are Filipino, Laos, Vietnamese, Chinese, Japanese, Thai, or some other Asian. I thought today we were suppose to stop segregation, why are we separating ourselves from other cultures why are we labeling ourselves as “Asians on Tumblr” and wonder why people are hating on Asians, they do it to get attention and some of...
It’s a bittersweet feeling when I see a beautiful girl and hear she is taken. I am happy that she found someone that makes her happy and loves her but knowing how lucky her boyfriend is to have her just sucks. So like I said it’s a bittersweet feeling, it’s sweet that she found someone that loves her but it’s bitter because it isn’t me. But in the end I am really...
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So this is the ring I got @xmimile
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Love - Keyshia Cole “Never knew what I was...
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Random Confessional #21
I am horrible at giving directions, so if you are every lost do not ask me because I will start to panic and get confused and get you even more lost. I know where places at by memory not by roads and streets.
I really hope she got that text because I dont want her to think I dont care about her because I do I truly do.
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I really want to talk to her because I really miss her. I know it seems like I dont but I do I dont want to make it that I look like the victim because Im not she is and I am sorry for that I just want us to be happy and enjoy what time we have left I hope she understands that.
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Random Confessional #20
I go to sleep with my 2 chihuahuas in my bed. I think I sleep better when they are in bed with me.
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Random Confessional #19
I have always wanted to own an original Louis Vuitton item such as a belt or wallet but I don’t want to spend all that money on something I know might get ruined and also I dont want to get a LV wallet because that wallet will cost more than the money that will be in it. So if you want to get me a birthday or christmas gift you can get me a LV wallet or belt! :)
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Random Confessional #18
I’ve never been the “Popular” kid nor the most social person, I am shy and awkward at times I am horrible at small talk but being spontaneous isn’t something I am afraid of most of the time.
I have always wondered....
Why do alot of girls think it’s the guy’s responsibility to take care of the relationship as in “If you loved me you would do anything to keep me” or “I pushed you away to see if you would fight for me” I mean not all girls do this but I’ve seen and experienced this myself and I want to know why girls do this? Is it for attention or is it for confirmation...
Nobody is that damn "busy". If he/she is...
I have to disagree with that whole statement. How about instead of them making time for you, you be alittle more understanding because some people can be that damn “busy” because people have other priorities then need to tend to such as work, school, family, and other things that may be important to them so instead of whining about how if they are interested in you and they should make...
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Random Confessional #17
I put myself down not because I fish for compliments it’s usually because I feel like people say it out of sympathy or just to be nice and I would rather someone be straight up and tell me I’m ugly then someone bullshitting me trying to be nice and say I look cute.
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What people don't know...
Some of you may read this and lose respect in me and may even hate me but I feel like I have to write about the “Dark Side” of my job. Some of you may know I work as a veterinary assistant in Orange County and my job is primarily helping the doctor (veterinarian) examine animals and clean up after the animals aka picking up their poop and wiping up their pee. But like I said I help the...
February 2011
60 posts
I'd rather be pissed off then pissed on.
Just Saying.
Suicide...
I have never really grasp the idea of suicide, I mean it seems simply enough suicide is the act of killing one’s self voluntary, but such a simply act has so many reason and unanswered questions the main reason usually of why that person did it? I’ve know people who have tried to commit suicide some have told me that it’s voices in their head others have told me they just...
