June 2011
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Random Confessional #62
I love girls who wear heels and look classy not trashy. Seriously I love that shit.
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Even if we aren’t together anymore, I still care for you. You moved on though, you’re with someone new now. I’m really happy for you. I’m hoping that they can make you happier than I ever did.
As of now I vow never to drink alcohol...
Alcohol will never touch my lips again. After seeing my dad drink till he was drunk and seeing how obnoxious, rude, and etc. to his friends, also driving us home almost getting into several accidents, if it weren’t for my mom and I he would have probably been in a car accident. Such disregard for his own family was beyond my belief. I have never been so scared for my family and my life. ...
You know what my problem is when it comes to relationships? I expect too much, and thus I get disappointed frequently. I rush things because I want everything to be perfect. I want to feel everything you should feel when you’re in love so I force my feelings when they aren’t as genuine.
I have this ideal relationship set inside my head. What he/she should be like as a boy/girlfriend and what I...
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What is GREATER? LOVE or BRAIN?
I lost my BRAIN because of LOVE, but I lost my LOVE because I follow my BRAIN.
I’m not tripping over a girl what I am tripping about is how one girl could bring back so many painful memories and bad experiences which have scarred me. My past relationship I try not to bring them up but it’s so hard not to base my present being without comparing it to my past.
I am tired...
I am so tired of putting myself out there only to be hurt. I’m tired of being lied to. I’m tired of secret being kept behind my back. I’m tired of people not being upfront with me and putting me through constant bullshit that I really don’t need to go through. I’m tired of putting my guard down for a girl who I think will be different from the rest only to be wrong,...
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Girls if a guy every tells you that he likes you and you don’t like him or you like someone else please tell him and save him all the bullshit he has to go through worrying about you when you don’t even care about him.
Oh man Philippines how you remind me so much of...
Even though I’m 7,000 miles away from you the girls still act the same. Lying to me, not be straight up, building up my hopes just to crush them. Oh Philippines we have only just begun xD Funny how I thought when I left Cali the girl’s here would be a bit more humble a bit more modest but nope! The some girls are just as shallow as the one’s back home. Not even 2 weeks here in...
I just want to disappear… Or just walk past people like I was a ghost where no one would notice me.
I am the jealous type...
I have said in the past I wasn’t the jealous type but as I come to realize I am but not to the extreme where I become obsessively jealous, I do have limitations and understandings. I mean I look at it from another perspective, would I like it if every girl I talked to my girlfriend would get mad at me? Would I like it if my girlfriend were filled with so much anxiety that she didn’t...
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Random Confessional #61
I love listen to my music on my iPod so much I loose focus of reality and my surrounds recently I was listening to my iPod I think the song that was playing was “Can We” by Michael Carreon and I walked into the women’s bathroom and peed in a stall with the door open and didn’t realize I was in the girl’s bathroom until I went to wash my hands and saw that they were...
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Random Confessional #60
I like to take pictures of people who don’t know I am taking a picture of them, most likely it would be couples kissing or couples in general or just random people who I find a little interesting.
Me and my pops!
I hate how when I start “talking” to a girl I start to tell some people and for some reason I think it jinx me because the girl I was “talking” to finds another guy.
The one thing I hate about cute girls I talk to would be that I’m not the only one but I can’t prevent that from happening especially if they aren’t mine to begin with and even if they were I wouldn’t. I will admit I am the jealous type but I have some self control that I won’t keep bothering you if I know you are talking to other guys I will usually back off and let...
Me: PINEAPPLES GROW IN THE GROUND?! Dad: Yeah, you moron… Me: What?! I didn’t know! Dad: You are still a moron. Me: (mumbles) Dad: WHAT?! Me: Nothing! :)
I am a very private person...
I have come to realize through my past relationships no one really got to know me as a person, I knew everything about them their past, where they came from, etc. but as for myself when people ask me questions or talk to me I always answer in short answers I am a very shy person and often quite most of the times. I can be very talkative one moment and dead silent the next and I don’t know...
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I saw an...
E36 with a E90 front bumper weirdest shit I ever seen I wish I took a picture. That shit wasn’t even alined correctly looks like they just glued that shit on. HAHA
Feeling butterflies?
Damn I know I’ve been kinda emo about my ex-gf in my past post but I did meet a girl here in the Philippines and no she isn’t a fob she’s filipina/indian but lived in Africa straight up Mean Girls shit haha but yeah even though we spent the whole day pinching and tickling each other it felt good again to feel like this again knowing that there is some mutual attraction between me...
Im all safe and sound...
Hey guys! So I am here in the Philippines got here last Friday, it’s been super hectic with school and adjusting to everything. I’d upload the pictures I took but I’m in a internet cafe and I don’t have my camera with me right now. But life so far here is alright no doubt I miss California can’t wait to be back home for a week in July. But anyways life here in the...
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Goodbye Long Beach...
So I got to go to Hilltop Park but only to be kicked out by the rental cops but I did manage to get a few pictures though… I have to say the best way to say goodbye to Long Beach is being able to see all of it at once. Well LB I’ve grew up with you the majority of my life you have taught me many things and gave me memories I will never forget, I hope you don’t change too...
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Random Confessional #59
The girl who I lost my virginity to was a girl who wasn’t a virgin who thought I wasn’t.
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Random Confessional #58
I keep some of my condoms in a Yu Gi Oh deck box.
Note to self: You can’t please everyone.
You can try, but think.. what do I even get out of it for trying?
I’m sorry for unfollowing you but seeing you post stuff about relationship stuff hurts to much. I know I should be over it and move on but I’m not. I know it won’t mean anything but I am sorry.
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Random Confessional #57
I like to clean when no one is around so that way no one bothers me and I don’t bother anyone. When I clean I use it as a sort of meditation just being in my own world where I think about things without being interrupted by outside distractions.
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Random Confessional #56
I hate being compared to others.
I know smoking is bad...
Which is why I quit back a few months ago. But I lit a cigarette today because I just need something to calm my nerves and that feeling of that first puff after so long felt so good it was exactly what I needed. But I promised myself only one and that was it but one was all I needed I feel so much better now onto bigger and better things.
My way of coping...
Anger Frustration Bottling of my emotions Not acceptance more of not giving a fuck Silence
I am done with love...
It has done nothing for me except piss me off, annoy me, and just fill me with false hope. Nothing positive came out of love for me. I use to think it meant the world to find that someone who you could just loose yourself in but nope those dreams and hopes of finding that girl who I can just have that movie type shit but who was I kidding? The one and only myself. Love to me is nothing, it’s...
May 2011
62 posts
Why do people put their Tumblr URL or watermark on pictures they just found on Google or off someone else’s Tumblr?
Make Up VS No Make Up
I always see that girls will get mad when guys say they prefer girls with no make up on but will reblog girls with make up on. I don’t get why girls get so mad I mean we say we prefer girls with no make up but that doesn’t mean that every girl we see and/or meet has to have no make up on it’s just a preference just like how girls like guys who v-cut it doesn’t mean every...
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Im going to miss my car :(