This is Steve Nguyen we met off BlogTV a few years ago its actually a trip to say that but none the less I miss this guy. He has always been there when I needed him I know we haven’t talked in awhile but when we do it’s like we say each other yesterday. Not gonna lie I’ve had some long ass Skype calls with guy. He has being there through some heartbreaks and helped me get through them and he is one of the guys that I have a deep bromance with when me and him go off lets just say you have never seen some Nouc Mam and Patis look so different but taste the same. But yeah I miss this guy so much I appreciate so much he has done for me being apart of my life being there through the good and the bad. Like I said we haven’t talked in forever but I am sure he will be apart of my life till the very end, him and his civic FA5 to be exact. This guy can be a dick and stubborn at times but I still love him and all his car knowledge I don’t know how many times I went to this guy if something was wrong with my car. I know we haven’t met in person but that doesn’t matter the shit I’ve been through with this guy no one can replace or match, me and him got cuts and wounds so deep you could see the bone that’s how deep we go. This is my Vietnamese bradur from andur madur and without him I wouldn’t be me he is one of the people that helped me become wiser and funnier actually. I can’t wait for the day me and him meet up, it shall be most epic and when we meet I want to race his FA5 against my E36 just for the hell of it. I know that where ever him or me end up in life our bromance will burn like no other!
This is Junethea Crystal Centeno as many as you may know she passed away in a car accident. I didn’t know Junethea personal but I wish I did, I think the first time I actually talked to Junethea was about a year ago when I told her about a girl who was posing as her under the name “Laura Cayabyab” on BlogTV and after that I had followed her on Tumblr. Even though I didn’t know Junethea personally I could tell she was a good hearted person by what she posted on her Tumblr and it crazy to think she was just 18 and just like one of us a kid turning into an adult. From what I have seen and read from her Tumblr she was very humble and outgoing which I loved about her the way she wrote about random topic that related to not only me but to many, she was very inspirational and I could tell she was headed for the top. I had put her on my list of people I want to meet before I move to the Philippines just because she seemed like a such down to earth kind of person and I’m alittle mad that I will never get that chance to meet her in person and just talk or hang out. And to think I was planning on making her Red Velvet Cake Balls to send out to my friends. Just like everyone has said Junethea was a beautiful person inside and out I was just looking at her Facebook and Tumblr and 99.9% of the pictures she posted up she was smiling. It just amazes me how one person could affect the lives of many on Tumblr and right now I still think it’s just a joke like what she did on April Fool’s Day but I highly doubt it is. God works in mysterious ways and apparently he need Junethea sooner than we thought, my heart and condolences go out to her Family and Boyfriend (Jon) because I can’t imagine what they are going through right now to lose your daughter or to lose the person that completed you.
Rest In Paradise Junethea Crystal Centeno
You will be truly missed but certainly never forgotten.
This is Breyanna Ancheta we met off of Tumblr and officially met when me and her went to go see Wesley and Warren Aguilar back last November. I know we haven’t been friends for a long time but she is such amazing person. I appreciate how real and straight up she is, shes all real shit no bullshit which I love about her she isn’t afraid to speak her mind or get her hands dirty if a girl has a problem with her I know she can handle it. It amazes me how much she hides behind her smile but yet been through so much. I appreciate how even though she’s my ex I know she has my back and I can vent to her and talk to her about anything. I appreciate how she put so much trust into me even though I just left her disappointed and to a point where she just stopped expecting things from me relationship-wise. Even though me and her are not on the greatest terms right now I know and hope we will be amazing friends in the future. In the short time we have known each other she has made a huge impact on my life showing me that not all girls are shallow and all drama there are girls out there who went you meet you will have such close connection too. I appreciate how the way me and her think are so similar it’s crazy which I like because not many girls understand the way I think but she does. I appreciate how strong she is after hearing what she has dealt with and been through and to be still here standing up tall with her chin held high just amazes me I don’t know many girls are like her actually I don’t know any other girls like her which is another thing appreciate about her she is so original in the way she acts and presents herself which I love about her. I wish her the best of luck in whatever her heart desires and she finds a person who can take care of her to their best of there ability and just make her smile every time she thinks about that person and if I hear a guy breaks her heart you can believe that I will find that guy can kick his ass because I do love her and care about her that I just want her to be happy.
This is Gabrielle Mullen or Gaby we met on BlogTV about 1-2 years ago and we haven’t officially met yet but hopefully when I move to the Philippines we will, she is one of my best friends and she has made such a huge impact on my life, even though we haven’t talked to each other in a long time she’s always been there for me and helped me in a time in my life where I was sad and depressed about a girl or two, she has helped so much in understanding girls and that is one of the aspects I truly appreciate about her, the understanding of girls and giving me advice on how girls think and act and other things. Gaby has always been there for me even taken a hit for me because I couldn’t handle things when shit got tough for me so she stepped in and helped me out and that’s probably one of the main things I appreciate about Gaby she is probably my only friend that has actually shown me that she got my back and protected me when I got hurt and another thing I appreciate is the trust she has in me their are things she trusted me with like some of her secrets, and other things that she hasn’t told or showed people but she told and showed me which really affected me because I’ve never been close to a person to hear all those secrets. Another thing I appreciate about Gaby is how determined and resilient she is as a person, right now she determined to become a nurse and studying in the Philippines and knowing her and her past it just amazes me how she was able to bounce back and just smile. She helped me mature as a person and showed me how a person whose heart has been broken many times can still put on a smile and be beautiful. And I just want her to know that I love her and appreciate all that she has done for me and when we meet in the Philippines they wont know what hit them. :)
Jamie and I met about 2 years ago back on BlogTV and officially met when she surprised me at my benefit concert last year and since then we’ve been super close she’s pretty much an Ate to me but before that I hope she doesn’t kill me for this I thought she was kind of a bitch but as I got to know her she was really nice and sweet but I always remember not to get on her bad side but anyways I appreciate Jamie because she is always there when I need her she cheers me up when I’m in a bad mood and give me advice like a big sister would. I love her to death and I will truly miss her when I move to the Philippines but anyways like I said I do appreciate Jamie she’s really like a big sister to me. She listens to me when I need someone to talk to or just because I’m bored and want someone to talk to. I feel like me and Jamie will always be close friends and we will be those type of friends where even though we don’t talk to each other for awhile but then start talking to each other it will feel like we’ve been talking forever if that makes sense. I like how I remember her favorite color is purple and she love penguins and her favorite Pokemon is Piplup because he’s a penguin. Also I also appreciate how I can talk to her about anything and being random and grossing her out when I talk about my penis I just love my Ate Jamie and I appreciate that she sent me a letter because her English teacher required her to do it also I appreciate how at FAP 2.0 we pretty much spent the whole day with each other and I creeped up in most of her pictures and she took a picture of me and Clara C where I looked super dark but anyways with all that I just appreciate Jamie for being herself because I wouldn’t change anything about her other than she’s super short just kidding I love you Ate Jamie!♥ Oh! before I forget I appreciate how she taught me how to make “♥”
Me and Rae met on BlogTV about 2 years ago when asked her to be apart of my senior project but we official met in person when she came to pick me up for a little concert/get together at It’s A Grind and since then we have been good friends, I highly doubt that she knows that she has affected my life in such a big way. I see Raelynne like a big sister I never had, she is so opened minded and such a good hearted person, every time I see her shes always smiling and that’s probably one of the things I truly appreciate about Rae is that no matter what struggle or difficulty she’s being put through she manages to put on a smile and I see her as such a strong-willed person because even though she smiles alot I know their are alot of secrets behind that smile that people have no idea about but yet she lives life to the fullest without letting anyone stand in her way. Another thing I admire and appreciate about Rae is how she will always be there for you, I know if I ever have a problem I could turn to Rae for advice about relationships or life because her advice is actually something I could use in my life. Also how she speaks her mind and how she delivers advice and information about various things is amazing like if she is taking about life or relationships I listen to everything every though I dont catch everything she says she still gets her point across, Rae in my eyes has so much wisdom for someone who is so young it’s hard to believe that she is about 3 years older than me and my experiences don’t even compare to hers but that’s what I love about her that she has all these experiences that I could somewhat relate to and ask her about and it gives me a new perspective on seeing things. I know we’re not as close as some other people but Raelynne has made a big impact on my life and I am glad that we met also before I forget I really appreciates how she give me dope haircuts at Paul Mitchell.